Lies,Friends&Smoothies.

The lies and friends connect easily. I don't mean to put this public or anything but only a few people who are close to me read my blog. None of my family members or anything. But my friend Cheyenne told me something a couple weeks ago. Something that made me think twice about my boyfriend. She said last summer my boyfriend raped her. And she was scared because he had a knife in his pocket. (Yes, he always does) But I don't know if I really believe it. Because I know her and her mom are close and she would have told someone, I know she would have, and she should IF it's true. Which I highly doubt. But who knows because he says it's not. But she can be convincing. I'm sorry Chey - If you're reading this- but what I'm going to say next is going to be kind of harsh. I sometimes think she just wants attention, because she doesn't get enough. I just don't know who to believe because he did have a girlfriend last summer. Whom hates me. /: Doesn't really matter but I don't want to talk about that two-timing whore. It's just... What Cheyenne tells me is always in the back of my mind every time I see him. That's what has been on my mind the most lately, and it's really starting to piss me off not knowing who to believe. I guess it's just something I'll have to live with. Another thing about friends is... My best friend Alyssa just got back from a long trip. I've missed her so much! I've been having Alyssa withdraws. It wasn't fun not having someone to talk while a bunch of stuff happened, but I guess I can tell her everything once she comes over. I have so much to spill, so many things that have been on my mind. -__- I had the best smoothie. It was strawberry.(: Just saying.