"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
I need to explain this. I was on facebook just looking arounda and I found this quote on my friend Nejra's profile.
Honestly, this quote is true and untrue. If you believe that love shouldn't exsist and does nothing but hurt you, then sure, hate love. But that's not what love does. I mean, look at Romeo and Juliet. (Wow, it's very cold in my room.) They sacrificed their lifes for eachother. My grandmother and grandfather got together when they were 14. They are now both dead, and never once broke up or cheated on each other. I'd like to say that's true love. The reason I'm not saying it is, is because I don't want to defend anyone who doesn't believe in it.
I, on the other end, believe in love very strongly. I also believe I am in love. I know I am in love. I hate when people say it sounds cliche or I don't know what I'm talking about. But the truth is, I seriously can't picture myself with anyone but Michael. Speaking of him... Today is our 7 month anniversary. :D How wonderful right? But it rained. /: But I like rain. :D! lol.
He's not here, but he said he would be later, thank god. I'm so cold. WTF?!
WHY IS IT SO EFFING COLD!?!?!?!?!
Other news, there's rumors going around about me, I hope I can handle that.
Anyhoo, just got really cold and feel like laying down, so that's what I'm going to do.
Might add another post later.
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