Monday, April 26, 2010
So... There's This Boy;
And his name is Michael. Nobody knows how much this kid means to me. If he hurts, I hurt. If he's happy, I'm happy. If he's sad, I'm sad. If he's mad, I'm mad. If he feels like he wants to destroy something, I feel like I want to destroy something. Everything that he feels, I feel. I've never been this attached to someone. So attached that just the second he leaves my side it's like a piece of my heart breaks because he's not there. Yet, I know he's going to be back. He makes me feel so much emotion in myself. He makes me happy, he makes me laugh, smile, and he gives me butterflies. He makes me feel loved, sexy, and sweet. He makes me feel like I'm someone special in his life, he makes me feel like I can accomplish anything my mind sets too. He makes me look at life in a better way actually, more happier with how things flow. He calms me down when I'm mad, or sad, or freaking out. He makes me cry, but in good ways. His smile lights up the room, the way he walks is to die for, the way he talks is like music to my ears. The way he looks at me makes me feel good inside, makes me feel like there's someone out there who loves me for me. His kisses make me feel like I can fly. His hugs are eternally amazing, because they make me feel safe. When I'm around him I feel like nothing bad is going to happen and the whole world stops when his lips tremble and meet mine. His hand held in mine is the perfect fit. He holds me when I cry. He kisses my forehead and tells me everything bad that's going on in my life will all be okay. He's sweet, and kind. He's funny like no other. He makes me feel invincible. When I fall asleep on his shoulder I know my I'll have no nightmares that night. They say Disney Land is the happiest place on earth, well they haven't been in his arms. When he holds me, I feel like I belong to someone. [I'm actually tearing while I write this...] He makes me feel beautiful, and full of confidence. *Tears* As my lips shake right now and my eyes turn blurry, I'd like to finally say... I'm utterly and uncontrollably in love with Michael RR. Minneci. I've NEVER been this attached before. The love we have for each other is so unreal and feels so good. Michael, if you're reading this, I'd like to you know everything I'm saying in this is completely true. I love you for you, and that will NEVER change. No matter how much we fight, or say hateful things to each other I will ALWAYS love you. I couldn't stand losing you, if I lost you... That means I lost everything I live for. You are my life, Michael. You are love. You are my everything. I love you, unconditionally.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment